Thursday, June 30, 2011
Colby's New Trick
Colby has been a tough little baby. He cried constantly, and ALWAYS wanted to be held. In the last three weeks or so this total personality has emerged! We are loving our smiley little boy. He has always loved to have him bumb changed, which we thought was odd, but he would go from screaming his head off to smiling in 2 seconds. His newest trick is to pee the instant you take off his diaper! (This has been the third time in a row that I have changed him this has happened) I lay him down in his crib to change his bumb and clothes before his morning nap. He just smiles real big at me and I smile back talking all cute to him as I get ready to change him. The second I take off the diaper pee goes flying! He then busts out laughing. I don't know if it was my reaction (jump and a little yelp!) or what he did but he sure thought it was funny. Besides the fact that I had to change his bedding for naptime, I must admit it was/is pretty funny. It's just funny to watch his reaction too! I love being a mom!!! Who would have ever thought being peed on would make you say that. Motherhood...a strange but wonderful experience that changes everything about who you are and want to be. I love it!
Monday, June 27, 2011
Counting
When Chet and I want to get the boys attention, or want them to do something, we count. For some odd reason, when we start counting backwards, starting at 5, they come running, even if they don't know why we are counting. (I know it won't last forever, but we are loving it for now.) Today while I was at a check up for Colby, Cael was standing at the large fish tank in the waiting room. I hear him saying, "5, 4, 3, 2, 1" while he was counting the fish! We have our 2 yr old thinking that is how we count. Oh they are cute!
Monday, June 13, 2011
The Power of Music
So I love to listen to music. I listen for the majority of the day. It just seems to move things along faster and happier. Some of the boys enjoy this, and some don't. While driving in the car, I was listening to my favorite music station, mostly hip hop kind of music...anything you can dance to basically. The boys were all in the back being loud and fighting with each other and driving me CRAZY! I couldn't take it any longer, so I turned on my "spiritual" music to try to help me stay calm and rational. To my surprise, all of my boys attitudes changed as well. The car just got quieter, and calmer, and more spiritual for lack of a better word. It was amazing. I couldn't believe it. The music we listen to really does have an effect on the way we think and act. On Sunday morning I turn on our Mormon Tabernacle Choir music, and it just brings a better spirit to our home. I love it!!! The church is good. They always teach us the truth, it's just a matter of if we listen/apply the things we learn.
He IS Listening
Yesterday we had a special church meeting. We had the president to the seventy come to speak to us, so it was a 2 hour meeting just like stake conference. We felt as if we were playing musical chairs, everyone want the same pencil at once, annoy your brother if at all possible, get right in Colby's face until you get a reaction from him, and any other game they could think up that was loud and disruptive to everyone around us. As we knelt down for prayers last night, I asked the boys if they could tell me anything that was talked about in the meeting today. To my great surprise they started rattling off things. Caden could tell me 2 of the 3 three things talked about from a talk (the 3 things that will keep us safe/guarded from Satans grasp) and Carson retold in detail a story told by the Stake Relief Society Pres. about getting stuck in a cabin and having to live for 4 days and walking to safety where they were picked up by their home teachers. It brought instant tears to my eyes! When we think that our kids aren't listening to a word we or anyone else is saying, we are wrong. They are little sponges, taking in EVERYTHING we put them around. I am so proud of them, and love to see their little testimonies growing everyday. I pray every night that I can teach them what they need to know before they hit that magical age of 8. Although I know its impossible to do, I still work my very hardest at it everyday of our lives, and hope that I have taught them enough.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Snapshot in Time
I thought I would document the seperate personalities of each of my boys at this given time. They all seem to have their own personalities, but they are also forever changing.
Carter - My little caregiver. He loves to take care of me. He loves to do what he thinks his dad would do (which I love because he couldn't have a better example of what a Man/Gentleman should be.) We were leaving town to attend my dearest friends funeral and I was kinda scatterbrained. As I would pack a bag I would take it to the livingroom. He wanted to help me pack them in the car, but I knew the back was full. I said what the heck sure. You have to clean out the back and put everything in. About 10 min later he was there saying what next. I just started rattling everything off that I needed. When I was all ready to leave we climbed in the car and drove off. About 30 min outside of town I remembered I hadn't even checked the back. EVERYTHING was there! He didn't forget one thing. He takes great pride in his work. He wants to be the BEST. His chores are done exactly as I would do it. His handwriting is wonderful, and he likes for me to recognize his efforts. He loves to take care of his younger brothers. I think him and Colby will have a special relationship. He takes extra care with him and enjoys making him happy as well. Carter is very observant. He watches everything, listens to everything, and analyzes everything. He loves math. He is healthly; he told us the other day he hates how his body feels when he eats junk. He is very worried about how he looks and smells all the time. He is very interested in money: how to make it, save it, invest it, spend it, he wants to know everything about our family finances. We love him!
Carson - Carson throws all caution to the wind. He loves adventure and adrenaline. Anything that has wheels or a motor, he LOVES. He would ride his bike all day long if he had a buddy to ride with. He loves to be outside, no matter the temperature. He knows the art to crashing. He never gets hurt, but crashes all the time. He loves to jump and push his limits. I kept telling him I would teach him to ride his bike later(barely 4) so he taught himself in our backyard, on the grass, and has never stopped!) He pushes the limits of EVERYTHING! He NEVER stops talking. I mean NEVER! Chet always laughs and says that I cannot get mad at him for talking. He will never stop talking, but will still know everything that everyone else has said too. Deadly combination. Carson is a natural athlete, but gets bored with it easily. He LOVES music. Almost every song that he has ever heard he can sing. The minute he hears the first couple notes he can sing the song. He stays on tune and loves to listen to music. He is very motivated by catchy music. He will walk around with his IPOD in his pocket and listen while he does chores. He says he hates everything I cook when we are dishing, but then tastes it and eats almost everything. He is very proud to be like Papa, whom he is named after. He loves to eat the fat I pick off everything (Chet says its not fat, but good meat, I disagree), LOVES raddishes (and loves to eat them with Papa even more), loves steak and sausage. Hates ice cream and frech fries (what! I know) He is my best kid when he good, and the worst when he is bad. Carson is never in the middle. He rarely turns in his homework...until the teacher made it mandatory for recess access. Then he never forgot! Carson is VERY interested in girls and picks some hotties! He knows the cute ones already. Go big or go home!!!
Caden - My little teddy bear. He is the most tenderhearted kid I know, but he is also the toughest kid I know. He tests a pediatricians knowledge. We once had three peds at one time looking at something he was doing in complete awe, none knowing what was wrong, and Caden was oblivious that he was walking like he was impaired. So weird! He is the only boy at this point that has had stitches, twice. He almost bit his tongue off and had to have it surgically fixed. He has had two sets of tubes. He talks like he is an adult, with all the emotion he can muster. I always tell them that something they are wearing is inappropriate for "public". He always wants to wear his snow boots everywhere. We were getting ready to go to Pizza Hut and I was putting on my boots (high heal boots, not snow boots like his) and he says, "mom, those shoes are not appropriate. You need to change." He "eats" the weirdest things. When he is nervous he chews on things. Some things he has eaten like a little beaver: drum sticks, clothes pin, headphones, pencils, etc. He talks like we are a mile apart. He has no sound control!!! His whisper is louder than most peoples normal voice. He is a very creative kid. School is all about social time and social time and social time and oh yeah art! He is VERY intelligent, but he doesn't care about learning, unless you are in a group talking about it! Great athlete! Very aggressive but very kind hearted too. Great combination!!! He uses his BIG BEAUTIFUL BLUE eyes to his every advantage! He kisses me on the cheek and tells me he loves me about 6-8 times a day. Love it!
Cael - My "little ham". He is so cute!!! He has always been ALL boy. He will dig in the dirt, play with trucks, play with balls, and LOVES to be read to. When he is tired, he tells me he wants to hold me or grabs my hand and asks to go to bed. When he goes into nursery, he waves over his shoulder without turning around. He has never been jealous of Colby, and loves to "help" with him, which is amazingly helpful. He is very gentle and kind to him. I just have to watch what he "feeds" him. He always wants to share his snack with him. Everytime you walk in the door, no matter how long you have been gone, he gets really excited and says in a high voice, "Hi MOM!" like you are his favorite person in the world. Every morning I wake to him 2 inches from my face saying I slept in my own bed. Come cook breakfast. So cute! He loves applesauce, french toast sticks, waffles, yogurt and crackers. He could get full on these alone if I let him. He wants them ALL day long. He is loving a kind and very personable. He walks off ALL the time. He has no fear so he just walks down the road. Four times he has wandered off. Some were very scary situations and he never shed a tear! He is very loving all the time!
Colby - By far my worst baby! He cries all the time if you are not holding him. But when you are holding him, he is the cutest thing EVER! He loves to give kisses and smile and laugh. He eats like crazy!!! He is on Soy milk. He hasnt said his first word yet, but we work daily on mom. He just smiles at me like I am crazy when I try to get him to say it. He is so fun and loving! He has many expressions and uses them all the time. He is starting to recognize when dad gets home and is starting to join in the excitement with the boys. He kicks and squeals really loud. We love it! We love him to pieces!!!
Carter - My little caregiver. He loves to take care of me. He loves to do what he thinks his dad would do (which I love because he couldn't have a better example of what a Man/Gentleman should be.) We were leaving town to attend my dearest friends funeral and I was kinda scatterbrained. As I would pack a bag I would take it to the livingroom. He wanted to help me pack them in the car, but I knew the back was full. I said what the heck sure. You have to clean out the back and put everything in. About 10 min later he was there saying what next. I just started rattling everything off that I needed. When I was all ready to leave we climbed in the car and drove off. About 30 min outside of town I remembered I hadn't even checked the back. EVERYTHING was there! He didn't forget one thing. He takes great pride in his work. He wants to be the BEST. His chores are done exactly as I would do it. His handwriting is wonderful, and he likes for me to recognize his efforts. He loves to take care of his younger brothers. I think him and Colby will have a special relationship. He takes extra care with him and enjoys making him happy as well. Carter is very observant. He watches everything, listens to everything, and analyzes everything. He loves math. He is healthly; he told us the other day he hates how his body feels when he eats junk. He is very worried about how he looks and smells all the time. He is very interested in money: how to make it, save it, invest it, spend it, he wants to know everything about our family finances. We love him!
Carson - Carson throws all caution to the wind. He loves adventure and adrenaline. Anything that has wheels or a motor, he LOVES. He would ride his bike all day long if he had a buddy to ride with. He loves to be outside, no matter the temperature. He knows the art to crashing. He never gets hurt, but crashes all the time. He loves to jump and push his limits. I kept telling him I would teach him to ride his bike later(barely 4) so he taught himself in our backyard, on the grass, and has never stopped!) He pushes the limits of EVERYTHING! He NEVER stops talking. I mean NEVER! Chet always laughs and says that I cannot get mad at him for talking. He will never stop talking, but will still know everything that everyone else has said too. Deadly combination. Carson is a natural athlete, but gets bored with it easily. He LOVES music. Almost every song that he has ever heard he can sing. The minute he hears the first couple notes he can sing the song. He stays on tune and loves to listen to music. He is very motivated by catchy music. He will walk around with his IPOD in his pocket and listen while he does chores. He says he hates everything I cook when we are dishing, but then tastes it and eats almost everything. He is very proud to be like Papa, whom he is named after. He loves to eat the fat I pick off everything (Chet says its not fat, but good meat, I disagree), LOVES raddishes (and loves to eat them with Papa even more), loves steak and sausage. Hates ice cream and frech fries (what! I know) He is my best kid when he good, and the worst when he is bad. Carson is never in the middle. He rarely turns in his homework...until the teacher made it mandatory for recess access. Then he never forgot! Carson is VERY interested in girls and picks some hotties! He knows the cute ones already. Go big or go home!!!
Caden - My little teddy bear. He is the most tenderhearted kid I know, but he is also the toughest kid I know. He tests a pediatricians knowledge. We once had three peds at one time looking at something he was doing in complete awe, none knowing what was wrong, and Caden was oblivious that he was walking like he was impaired. So weird! He is the only boy at this point that has had stitches, twice. He almost bit his tongue off and had to have it surgically fixed. He has had two sets of tubes. He talks like he is an adult, with all the emotion he can muster. I always tell them that something they are wearing is inappropriate for "public". He always wants to wear his snow boots everywhere. We were getting ready to go to Pizza Hut and I was putting on my boots (high heal boots, not snow boots like his) and he says, "mom, those shoes are not appropriate. You need to change." He "eats" the weirdest things. When he is nervous he chews on things. Some things he has eaten like a little beaver: drum sticks, clothes pin, headphones, pencils, etc. He talks like we are a mile apart. He has no sound control!!! His whisper is louder than most peoples normal voice. He is a very creative kid. School is all about social time and social time and social time and oh yeah art! He is VERY intelligent, but he doesn't care about learning, unless you are in a group talking about it! Great athlete! Very aggressive but very kind hearted too. Great combination!!! He uses his BIG BEAUTIFUL BLUE eyes to his every advantage! He kisses me on the cheek and tells me he loves me about 6-8 times a day. Love it!
Cael - My "little ham". He is so cute!!! He has always been ALL boy. He will dig in the dirt, play with trucks, play with balls, and LOVES to be read to. When he is tired, he tells me he wants to hold me or grabs my hand and asks to go to bed. When he goes into nursery, he waves over his shoulder without turning around. He has never been jealous of Colby, and loves to "help" with him, which is amazingly helpful. He is very gentle and kind to him. I just have to watch what he "feeds" him. He always wants to share his snack with him. Everytime you walk in the door, no matter how long you have been gone, he gets really excited and says in a high voice, "Hi MOM!" like you are his favorite person in the world. Every morning I wake to him 2 inches from my face saying I slept in my own bed. Come cook breakfast. So cute! He loves applesauce, french toast sticks, waffles, yogurt and crackers. He could get full on these alone if I let him. He wants them ALL day long. He is loving a kind and very personable. He walks off ALL the time. He has no fear so he just walks down the road. Four times he has wandered off. Some were very scary situations and he never shed a tear! He is very loving all the time!
Colby - By far my worst baby! He cries all the time if you are not holding him. But when you are holding him, he is the cutest thing EVER! He loves to give kisses and smile and laugh. He eats like crazy!!! He is on Soy milk. He hasnt said his first word yet, but we work daily on mom. He just smiles at me like I am crazy when I try to get him to say it. He is so fun and loving! He has many expressions and uses them all the time. He is starting to recognize when dad gets home and is starting to join in the excitement with the boys. He kicks and squeals really loud. We love it! We love him to pieces!!!
Mission Fears
While riding in the car Caden randomly asks how long a mission is. I tell him 2 years. He asks if that is from August-September and I say no, from 19 yrs old to 21 yrs old. He slowly starts shaking his head and his eyes well up with tears. He is in deep thought and finally says, "Can we have sleepovers with you and dad on my mission?" I tell him no and after some deep thought he says "I am not going on my mission (shaking his head no the whole time). I am not leaving my family for 2 years. If you and dad will come have some sleepovers every week, then maybe I will...no, I'm not going on my mission. I can't leave you for that long!" He was doing everything he could to hold back the tears. Sweet boy! I told him when he was 19 he would feel differently. He loves his family so much. He would always rather be with his family than friends! I love him to pieces.
Sarah
One of the most amazing people I have ever known passed away this month. We have been very good friends for about 4 yrs now. She died of cancer. She was/is amazing, and I learned so much from her. I hope my boys are old enough to remember her, and the wonderful feelings you always got when you were around her. Since we were together so much I have some great memories of the boys with her. I want to document just a few
Once we were driving in the car and Carter said that I was a good mom. I said yeah the best ever! He said, no not the best. I was like what the heck. Who is better than me. He says Sarah. I smiled in the mirror at him and said why is Sarah better than me? He said, "because she has really good food everytime we go over (she was the BEST cook I have ever known) and she is really nice and she has fun toys." I said, "ok, I'll have to take 2nd place to that." He just shook his head. It was so cute!
Right before Sarah found out she had cancer, she had a hip replacement and was down for a while. She has 6 kids and was needing some help. I had 4 boys 5 and younger still at home. I wanted to go help was unsure how much help I could really be for her. So, I made her dinner and loaded the kids up and thought, as long as they are good, I will stay and clean, when they are making more messes then I am cleaning, we will leave. As we are pulling out of the driveway I stopped and asked Carter to say a prayer that we will be good and helpful to Sarah. He says sure and starts, "Heavenly Father, please help Sarah to get better really fast so that my mom can stop making her dinner and cleaning her house so she can make our dinner and clean our house. Please help us to be good." We laughed and laughed about that. Carter has this "thing" that he has to have a clean house. He is a GREAT little helper, and will do anything to help things to be clean and tidy. A wonderful triat his wife will no doubt love and appreciate!
When Cael (her favorite of my kids) started getting to the age that he was pretending to talk on the phone he would walk around her house with phone up to ear all the time. She would say who are you talking to, and he would say, "Sarah". She would laugh and say you can't be talking to me I am right here, but he would just walk away talking a million miles a minute and fake laughing. I think he saw me "more than once" (ok about 5 times a day) talking to Sarah and laughing. When she would babysit him he would get some match box cars and sit on her top stair and play the entire time. He knew where to get them from and where to return them. Soo cute!
Every Priesthood Conference Session, we would do dinner together. We would get together and do waffles. Although, just waffles was not Sarah style. She would make this huge feast that we would all love! Fun times!!!
I could go on forever about all the great times that we had together. I am forever a better person because of her. My testimony is forever stronger. It will be a great day in heaven when I get to see her and hug her again! Thank you Sarah for making my life THAT much better!!!
Once we were driving in the car and Carter said that I was a good mom. I said yeah the best ever! He said, no not the best. I was like what the heck. Who is better than me. He says Sarah. I smiled in the mirror at him and said why is Sarah better than me? He said, "because she has really good food everytime we go over (she was the BEST cook I have ever known) and she is really nice and she has fun toys." I said, "ok, I'll have to take 2nd place to that." He just shook his head. It was so cute!
Right before Sarah found out she had cancer, she had a hip replacement and was down for a while. She has 6 kids and was needing some help. I had 4 boys 5 and younger still at home. I wanted to go help was unsure how much help I could really be for her. So, I made her dinner and loaded the kids up and thought, as long as they are good, I will stay and clean, when they are making more messes then I am cleaning, we will leave. As we are pulling out of the driveway I stopped and asked Carter to say a prayer that we will be good and helpful to Sarah. He says sure and starts, "Heavenly Father, please help Sarah to get better really fast so that my mom can stop making her dinner and cleaning her house so she can make our dinner and clean our house. Please help us to be good." We laughed and laughed about that. Carter has this "thing" that he has to have a clean house. He is a GREAT little helper, and will do anything to help things to be clean and tidy. A wonderful triat his wife will no doubt love and appreciate!
When Cael (her favorite of my kids) started getting to the age that he was pretending to talk on the phone he would walk around her house with phone up to ear all the time. She would say who are you talking to, and he would say, "Sarah". She would laugh and say you can't be talking to me I am right here, but he would just walk away talking a million miles a minute and fake laughing. I think he saw me "more than once" (ok about 5 times a day) talking to Sarah and laughing. When she would babysit him he would get some match box cars and sit on her top stair and play the entire time. He knew where to get them from and where to return them. Soo cute!
Every Priesthood Conference Session, we would do dinner together. We would get together and do waffles. Although, just waffles was not Sarah style. She would make this huge feast that we would all love! Fun times!!!
I could go on forever about all the great times that we had together. I am forever a better person because of her. My testimony is forever stronger. It will be a great day in heaven when I get to see her and hug her again! Thank you Sarah for making my life THAT much better!!!
Monday, June 6, 2011
11 Years!!!
This week we celebrated our 11 year anniversary. Chet takes me out on a date almost weekly (about 48 times a yr) so for our anniversary on a Thursday, I thought we would take the boys all out to celebrate what we have accomplished in the 11 yrs. Caden asked me why we got to go out to a restaurant (as you can imagine with that many small BOYS, we don't take them out much, and when we do we get dressed up nice and learn all kinds of good "public" things) I asked him if he knew what today was, and he said yeah, your anniversary. I said do you know what that means, and he said, "yeah. That means this is the day 11 yrs ago that you started kissing. yuck!" I love this little boy!!! I just smiled and said something like that. These have been amazing years! It just gets better every year!!! I cherish every day I get to spend with this wonderful man, and smile every time I think that I (hopefully) get to spend eternity with him!!! When the boys gave Chet his gift that we had gotten him, I said tell dad this is for making the best decision of his life. I smiled and winked at him, knowing that really I am luckiest girl in the world that he choose me!
My Little Cael-Bug
Chet used to be a little wanderer! He would always leave the house and never tell him mom where he was going. It was a constant battle to keep track of him. His mom tried all kinds of little things to keep in the house, but he always seemed to not care about any of it. I used to love listening to the stories, thinking they were cute. Then, when I realized it was genetic, they were not so cute anymore! They are absolutely, downright scary!!!
Last summer Chet was fixing some things around the house and decided to go to Sutherlands, next to Wal-Mart, about 3 blocks aways. He let me know he was going, and quickly left. Soon after he had left, I called to the boys and asked where Cael was, 20 mo old at the time. They told me he was digging in the dirt, something he did about 5 hrs a day. I go on with what I am doing. Minutes later Chet comes home and tells me that he picked Cael up half way to Wal-Mart. Talk about scary. He saw Chet leave and followed him. My boys told me what I wanted to hear so that they didn't have to stop what they were doing. Luckily I knew he was safe before I ever even knew he was in danger! Two neighbors shortly thereafter brought him home as well. We notice he's not there, and we instantly go to the door and start looking. Long stories short, they haven't stopped. We have found him several times in the craziest of places. Lots of tears have flown wonderin where that boy has gone!!! He's just so quick. I feel a whole new pain for my mother-in-law almost daily it seems! I got an alarm system, mostly because everytime a door or window open it says really loud, "front door" or whatever window or door it was. I go running the second I hear that! So glad he's safe! He is not allowed to step a foot outside without an adult. Hopefully he doesn't pass this gene on!!!
Last summer Chet was fixing some things around the house and decided to go to Sutherlands, next to Wal-Mart, about 3 blocks aways. He let me know he was going, and quickly left. Soon after he had left, I called to the boys and asked where Cael was, 20 mo old at the time. They told me he was digging in the dirt, something he did about 5 hrs a day. I go on with what I am doing. Minutes later Chet comes home and tells me that he picked Cael up half way to Wal-Mart. Talk about scary. He saw Chet leave and followed him. My boys told me what I wanted to hear so that they didn't have to stop what they were doing. Luckily I knew he was safe before I ever even knew he was in danger! Two neighbors shortly thereafter brought him home as well. We notice he's not there, and we instantly go to the door and start looking. Long stories short, they haven't stopped. We have found him several times in the craziest of places. Lots of tears have flown wonderin where that boy has gone!!! He's just so quick. I feel a whole new pain for my mother-in-law almost daily it seems! I got an alarm system, mostly because everytime a door or window open it says really loud, "front door" or whatever window or door it was. I go running the second I hear that! So glad he's safe! He is not allowed to step a foot outside without an adult. Hopefully he doesn't pass this gene on!!!
My Crazy Life
I have decided that my life is crazy! My five boys ranging in age at this time from 7 yrs old down to 6 mo keep me busy to say the least. Summer break just started and I am wondering how to keep these crazies busy. I have decided that I need to start writing some of this stuff down, as I am sure some day they would love to ready about all the crazy things we do. Luckily Chet is a HUGE part of their lives, I couldn't do it without him.
We moved to Gillette 6 mo ago, 10 days before having our baby. We have decided that we don't like to do anything the boring or easy way. We like to have twins, move 3 times in their first year; have another baby when they are just 17 mo old; build a house ourselves (doing more of the work than we sub out) and have a baby (#4) one month before it's done; take a transfer and move towns, give ourselves 10 days before we welcome baby boy #5!!! Our lives in a nutshell (the last 6 1/2 yrs anyways).
Everyday seems to bring a "new" experience. Some surprising, some heartwarming, and some that just downright make you want to lose your mind. But hey, someday we'll look back and miss it all (that's what everyone keeps telling us anyways!!!) So in the meantime, I want to keep a journal so that someday when they are all raised and married, we can look back and laugh at all that we experienced (because most of the time we are not laughing at all)!
We moved to Gillette 6 mo ago, 10 days before having our baby. We have decided that we don't like to do anything the boring or easy way. We like to have twins, move 3 times in their first year; have another baby when they are just 17 mo old; build a house ourselves (doing more of the work than we sub out) and have a baby (#4) one month before it's done; take a transfer and move towns, give ourselves 10 days before we welcome baby boy #5!!! Our lives in a nutshell (the last 6 1/2 yrs anyways).
Everyday seems to bring a "new" experience. Some surprising, some heartwarming, and some that just downright make you want to lose your mind. But hey, someday we'll look back and miss it all (that's what everyone keeps telling us anyways!!!) So in the meantime, I want to keep a journal so that someday when they are all raised and married, we can look back and laugh at all that we experienced (because most of the time we are not laughing at all)!
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